For the past months I've been struggling a lot. The extreme anxiety has led to more migraine attacks to the point where it's turning into a chronic condition. There are moments when I think: "This can't be true! This is impossible. At some point, there has to be an end to this!". First, I was struggling with psychiatric problems for years. Anorexia Nervosa, self-injury, anxiety, depression. And since I've been twelve, my knee has becoming an increasing problem. A few years ago I also had thyroid problems and now my anxiety seems to be causing new major problems.
Apparently, I'm so tense I grind my teeth extremely at night. So I have a tooth guard, but that only helps to protect the teeth. It causes headaches from the tension and the extreme migraine attacks. They get so bad that sometimes, I need to get an injection or an IV because it is just unbearable, even when I am resting in a dark room. I'm getting massage for it now.
It seems bizarre sometimes, how one thing follows the next. I'm beginning to winder if I will ever be truly healthy.
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